So here I am doing 'Z' but I want to do that 'X' because the folks at 'X' are fu@#!$g exceptionally smarter than me and I want to be like that. 'X' I don't think believe I am any close to what they would like to have. While 'Z' tells me that I am doing exceptionally well and they have plans for me. I don't want to continue doing 'Z' because I see folks at 'Y' who are not doing what I do at 'Z' but still have higher satisfaction doing it. I have not told 'X' that I want to be part of that clan. Neither 'Z' that I am not satisfied nor have started looking for 'Y'. Puzzlindromia!